Letter to a Death Love

Dear.

Remember that passage of the prophecy that you kept saying that was about me?

That one were you had to die so I could finish it!

Well, this is what I will do about it:

I won't be the savior, I will be the killer.
I won't be the hope of Ralsaz but it's doom.

This is all your fault! Yours and that prophecy that decided you had to sacrifice yourself so whatever event happened without fault...

Fuck with it. I will piss on it with every fiber way of my been.

I won't follow your fucking fate, I will take my revenge on it and you by contradicting everything I can and you can't do shit about it, since you decided to be a martyr!

So I hope, that you were wrong, because if the man in that prophecy it's really me, you have just died a stupid and uneventful death.

And no, I don't feel sorry for you, I only feel sorrow for me that has to leave the rest of its life without you.

Want me to follow it?  Then find some way to resurrect from the Death!

Dearly yours.

Getting it on track once again.

I haven't posted in a long while.

Between some failed projects,  job hunting, lack of time and my own laziness, I haven't wrote much besides some writing and translating for my long book project.

I have being for quite some time trying to finish. It's taking so much to show something because I wrote it in English at first, unfortunately after reading it, when I was half way through it, I disliked own poor my English vocabulary looked like when I compared them to books I have being reading. While I understand that this is normal to some degree, I was not satisfied even one bit and I redid the thirst chapter in Portuguese and luckily I found it good enough.

So at the moment I'm still working in the writing/translation of what I have wrote in English and finishing it, that I hope it won't take much longer even though since I only write when I feel like it, will be hard.

I'm considering polishing the first chapter and publish it here, since I don't think I will change much about it in the long run and I want to have something new around here.

So look forward to it and I will look forward to your comments on it.

Best regards.

Smile

I thought I saw something for a while
But it might have been only a smile
That runs away for a long mile
And that can't be hold in a file

So don't take a picture away
You might miss the day
When it happens for a while
That run away smile

That you have never seen before
And that you might not see no more
Because you were hopping for a file
Instead of enjoying it for a while

Dementia

Open your eyes while you are listening

Don't pretend that you are sleeping

Cause in the end I will find the truth

That you have being hiding since your youth

And I will open it to shambles

I will find the hidden samples

I will take them all apart

And reconstruct it from the start

And Don't hide in your illusionary hell

Because it will be easy to dispel

There´s nowhere for you to hide

Not even in behind you worthless pride

And I will open it to shambles

I will find the hidden samples

I will not let you run away

I will be sure to make my way

And there will be a time that's sure to come

When you will be finally able to go home

It will be when you have no doubts

And when you stop looking for outs

And I will open it to shambles

I will find the hidden samples

I will store them in a way

That will let you run away

Guardian

Don't die in your sea of sorrow
Just fall asleep until tomorrow
I will be here when you awake
You can forget about that mistake

What is done is already done
There's nothing that can be undone
Just live like your every day
Until the sorrow goes away

Because your dreams won't be taken
Your fears will not be shaken
And I wont let you believe
That there's nothing for you to live

So I will be here even if you can't see me
I will be here even if you can't hear me
I will be here even if you can't forgive me
I will be here until you forget me

Ghosts

I´m so tired of you
Is there no way to get rid of you
I would give anything
For a momento without you

I have tried everything
Doctors, loud music and even the police
But the the only thing I got
Was a moment of insanity

Where are you now?
Please come back now
I can't hold my ground
Without you around

They are so loud
As they move in a crowd
I can´t get away
Please tell me the way

Forgive me
For what I have done to you
Only now I understand
How grateful I should be

Please understand
That it was hard for me
I didn't what you were doing
For this ungrateful human

Where are you now?
Please come back now
I can't hold my ground
Without you around

They are so loud
As they move in a crowd
I can´t get away
Please tell me the way

Prophecys

It took him too much time to get out of that mess, while she just slipped away. It made him mad that she believed the only way was the way of the prophecy and even though he was delayed by their enemies she still lost some time to make it harder for him to follow her.

 "Madness." Was what he could think of her actions, but he pressed on. When he arrived she was already dead. Died at the hands of the man the prophecy said she would, the guy who was all covered by a green robe to conceal his identity. "I am afraid you are too late, she was so weak that it was disappointing." John ignored the man and just went to her side, released her arms and legs from that unnatural position before rigor mortis made it impossible. "Is she your girlfriend, I beg your pardon, was she your girlfriend?" John still ignored him and grabbed something inside her jacket and took the sword from her waist.

"I'm sorry my friend but I don't like to be ignored, but since I'm in a good mood I will let you join her." A fireball was shot by the man in the green robe but it was caught in the middle of it's flight by another fireball, although it was smaller it was enough to stop the bigger one. "A counter, I haven't seen someone doing it successfully in ages, you have my compliments." He raised his hand again and a bigger fireball was once again shot against john and once again he destroyed it with a fireball of his own, the man kept shooting fireballs each one bigger than the other just to get destroyed in mid flight by John's fireball's.

"Can't you do anything else?" John taunted him but that man only answered by keeping shooting fireballs. "Sorry I'm getting bored of this." John pulled out the sword that he picked from Heleanor. "You expect to approach me with a sword!?" The man asked. "There's not much such a famous wizard like you can do about it." "You pompous fool." And has he raised his hands to cast another fireball nothing happened besides he waving his hands. "What's going on? How is this possible? What have you done?" And there it was another wizard that was inept at everything besides magic. "That is a information that someone that is going to die doesn't have a need for." John walked towards him with the sword him is right hand while the man just stood still staring in disbelief.

"I can't die today, the prophecy states that I have so much more to do!" John could hear panic him that man's voice. "You and your prophecies, you are so concentrated on the parts where you belong and the great things they tell that you will achieve that you not even ask yourselves if that's the end of it. Let me tell you a little secret, prophecy's don't care about who does do what, as long as the rest of the world thinks it was done as it was foreseen."

John was now right in front of him but that man didn't try to resist him so John took his cloak off. "I don't want to spoil the cloak with your blood and farewell mister Malem I will be living your life from now on." And John decapitated him and proceeded to burned his face to a point where it wasn't possible to recognize him.